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*WARNING*:
If you dont care to read this, it's just basically me having no motivation anymore and this account being dead when it comes to personal art. I'd love it if you did take the maybe 5 minutes out of your life to read it so i feel like im not being ignored. Again. You don't have to comment, though, of course.
*END WARNING*
Again.
I REALLY hate to be in that crowd of people who are abandoning dA, but this place has quite literally screwed up my social life and social skills.
I used to be able to go up to someone and jump in on a conversation without being yelled at or getting a weird look like "what the fuck is she doing/saying."
I could actually SPEAK. I'm full of freaking slurs and stuttering cause im so nervous around people. And half the time they don't even understand what i'm saying cause i'm talking too fast.
I used to be able to keep friends and talk to them constantly . A .
I am literally an awkward lump of flesh that has her little group of friends IRL but has no confidence to speak to others.
I can't make friends anymore,
And i'm thiiiiiiis close to loosing a whole lot of them.
Other than my life outside of the internet full of nervousness and no confidence,
I have no motivation to draw :<
I sit down and try to draw
try
try
try.
2 hours later i still have a blank canvas and MAYBE a couple of scribbles here and there.
Then i trash it because i'm the worst critic in the world over my art. "It looks dumb," or "That'll never work," or "Who the hell cares?"
AND NO INSPIRATION EITHER. The only thing tying me down to drawing is my natural urge to sketch something, anything.
In all honesty i'm sick of drawing my own characters.
They have no one to interact with other than more of my characters.
I know each of them like the back of my hand, and that to me is, honestly, quite boring.
I want to draw OTHER peoples' characters, something that i've never seen.
I want to make them happy to see their characters, like i am when i VERY RARELY get gift art or b-day art. It brightens my day so much you dont even understand. I want to make people smile while actually being productive, if that makes any sense what-so-ever xD
I would do requests purely because i want to draw peoples' characters. But i closed requests a long time ago due to many, many people saying that i should get something out of it. And they're right; I should, and i want to, too. Thus is why i opened commissions, hoping i'd earn a little money.
Which leads me into my next subject.
This account is more than likely going to be emptied out (or at least have all of it's art moved to the Scraps section.)
When that's done, I'll be using this for mainly commissions, and the occasional personal art dump.
I'll try to take BOTH and PayPal commissions.
until people start commissioning or whatever at this point, I might as well put up doodle dumps like a normal person would on dA.
And i might actually put some stuff out on my Tumblr? Which is sort of empty at the moment except for stupid reblog stuff.
I dunno.
Maybe more sketches.
But whatever.
Main point of this journal is ranting and the fact that this account is probably going to be dead when it comes to personal art.
yeah.
Sorry for being a dramallama.
drama
yeeeeeeaaaaaaa no.
but seriously sorry :I
Now off to scrapping everything in my gallery...
Moved Accounts!!
holy shit oh my god salphe's alive after an entire year of inactivity WHAT IS THIS MADNESS you ask?
well, i've decided to try and hop back on the dA train after a year over at Tumblr.
I know this is REALLY out of the blue and all, but if you're wanting to at least check me out over at my new account, please do!
(its been open for a year, but i've only just started to use it, sorry ahaha. what's out there are small things right now.)
i'm going to be doing my best to keep up with dA this time around! you might have to bear with me, though, because there are real life things that go on. Like school's kinda hectic.
but here we go!
my new ac
//APOLOGIZES SEVERELY
IMSORRY
SUDDEN ONSLAUGHT OF CRAP HAPPENED THIS WEEK OMFG
GETTING KIDNAPPED BY FRIENDS FOR FOUR DAYS
MY OUTSIDE CAT BEING PUT TO SLEEP (//sobs)
FINDING OUT MY AUNT'S DOG HAS A TUMOR AND HAS A MONTH LEFT
NO MOTIVATION
HHHHHHHH
wHEN I ACTUALLY HAVE TIME I SHALL DO SOMETHING
AND I HAVE TO DO BIRTHDAY ARTS FOR SOMeONE
GHH
KTHNXBYE
ermegherd i keep dying . A .'
sorry i went and died for another week OTL
Going through artblock and lack of motivation hhh
let's see if i can JUMP BACK ON THE SADDLE
AND GET STUFF DONE.
ALRIGHT.
LEz DO DIS SHIZNIT.
Journal bump woo
cause
i needed it to change
ahaha;;
yep.
boop.
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